
Woke up with a really terrible hang over.
Played with Nzo til after lunch, then we slept together, then played with him some more, just the two of us. Wasn't able to go to work too. Ugh. I hate skipping work, but i have to with good reason. I just realized today how much I missed Nzo, how he smelled when he's all sweaty and dirty hehe. I made him wear the playground printed sando today lol Looks so cute on him. My baby boy's growing up so fast and I wanna focus on him and work so we could have it good. He's gonna start school soon with the rate his intelligence is going lol I have to not mess this up, he's everything I got.
So Taggy didn't text me the hole day, saying stuff like he's tired of following me wherever I go and that he wants out. I do not need this kind of drama in my life right now, it fucks with my head. I'm done with the immature bullshit that comes with relationships that happens too fast. So how about we take it slow aye?
I have to go wash my baby's bottles now and smoke one.
I would write this song for Nzo if i was his dad:
Eminem - Mockingbird
Now hush little baby, don't you cry
Everything's gonna be alright
Stiffen that upper lip up little lady, I told ya
Daddy's here to hold ya through the night
I know mommy's not here right now and we don't know why
We feel how we feel inside
It may seem a little crazy, pretty baby
But I promise momma's gon' be alright

