I'm not having a great day.
Well I was when I spent it with Nzo and found out Taggy was coming over. But as soon as he opened his mouth, *POOF* smile vanished. In an instant, my smile got wiped outta my face so hard like a surfer bailing on a hundred foot wave, then replaced by this really really painful heartburn then quickly shifted into anger. Yes, you read right.
Why? you might ask. Well, first, he didn't tell me he would get off work 7PM, all along I thought he'd get off at 9. No texts, no nothings. So then he finally texted past 9PM, telling me he wasn't going to Dutdutan aymore and shit, and that he asked me if it's okay to drop by or something. So I just waited for him. Then we went to Third's place, we got INVITED to drink LOL. Fuck what I said last night about trying to stay sober. So there we was, drinking... Then suddenly he opened up that he watched a movie with this girl Buena.
WHAT THE FUCK, RIGHT?
I broke my heart into tiny little pieces coz I told him i wanted to watch it. Then he was like, yeah yeah... I even asked him to watch it with me, but then he couldn't because of work. And then I hear from him that he saw it already... with another girl. Well first off, I don't give a fuck if she was a friend, i seriously don't. He could've texted me. He could've thought of me just staying home by myself. He could've thought I wanted to watch THAT movie. But he didn't. So what the fuck does that mean? Here I am trying to better myself for this guy, trying to behave, then he blows me off just because his FRIEND wanted to watch a movie but has no one to go watch it with.
WALA KA BANG FRIENDS? sarap lang manapak.
OHHHHH IT'S SO FLUFFY? YOU WANNA DIE? LOL
Wala na, hindi ko na maalala ikekwento ko, sorry BV lang.
