I just finished reading Nikki Sixx's book. It was a masterpiece. Enough said.

What bothers me is that I can relate too much to him. Well maybe not the heroin part, but with life in general, and how he was before now. I have alot of questions too, suppressed shits and a fucked up past. Maybe i'll make a book one day with all of my entries just like what he did with his. Maybe right before I get married? and put something like 'The Scene Diaries' or something as a title. And ask people i've included in my past posts how they feel about me posting about them now HAHAHA.

That's a really great idea. Yeah. But right now, i'm feeling so down as it is, Work was okay, I got my first pay from that company tonight. I would've stayed and celebrated one of my workmate's birthday, i wanted to half the bottle of GSM Blue as soon as i saw them but my love for family overcame my love for alcohol. Which is a good thing too!

Taggy's grandma died. As much as i wanna comfort him, it would be best for me to stay here at home and let him deal with it on his own coz i'd probably be bringing him down more with my own drama, so i think this is for the best this time. My condolences Robin.

I gotta go, I just realized that I can't be late for work again, too much responsibility, can't afford to fuck this up, i'm doing something i'm normally supposed to do without being told, to work. So yeah.

Imma leave you with this beautiful song...